The last couple of weeks have been a series of mixed emotions for me! After a lot of prayer, we realized that our sweet dog Oliver needed to be in a new home. He is a WONDERFUL dog, but was simply too big and energetic for our family. (I guess we are a little-fluffy-lap-dog kind of family.) We asked our dear friends, the Jagenberg's, to pray with us that we would find a perfect family for Ollie. Well to our pleasant surprise, they asked to take him for a couple of days to see how he would get along with their dog Zoey and son Gabe. Gabe, Zoey and Oliver "fell in love" and got along great! So, we all prayed more and they decided that they would love to have him as a part of their family! What could be more perfect than that? A WONDERFUL family and we still get to see him!
This past week, I prepared for Oliver (and mostly myself) to go to his new family. My overwhelming thoughts went back to Lilly and Joshua's biological parents. How must they have felt the last day they held their sweet babies? How did they have the strength to do what they did? The intense and deep love they felt for their babies must have been overwhelming! But the gift they gave us was incredible!!! Oh how I wish they could see how beautiful Lilly and Josh are ... how full of life ... how smart ... how amazing ... and what happy children they are!!! Then I thought of Joshua's precious foster family. They took in this beautiful baby, nurtured him, snuggled and loved him for 2 1/2 years. All this knowing that they would someday have to hand him over to complete strangers ... praying that he would know the Lord someday! We are eternally grateful to them!
I know you may think it silly to equate Oliver's "adoption" and our children. The feeling I have is
nothing compared to what Lilly and Josh's Chinese parents went and
still go through! I have such a deep appreciation and love for their biological and foster families!
The other part I find myself going back to is ... I
know who Oliver is with ... I
know how he is loved ... I
know he is happy and I still get to see him when I miss him. That will never happen for Lilly and Joshua's Chinese parents. How difficult it must be to not KNOW! And Joshua's foster parents, they do know, but they don't get to see and love on him when they miss him. They simply trusted the Lord and us, complete strangers, with this precious boy.
So sweet Oliver ... thank you! Thank you for helping me to remember the incredible sacrifice Lilly and Joshua's Chinese families made. And thank you too, for teaching Jessica to not be afraid of dogs.:)
Jagenberg Family ... THANK YOU for loving Oliver! Thank you for being our dear friends. Thank you for having a heart for adoption (human and canine). You are an answer to prayer and I know Ollie will bring you and Zoey great joy!
And Lord ... if it be possible ... somehow let Lilly and Joshua's biological parents know ...
know they are happy and safe ...
know they are deeply loved ... and mostly ...
know YOU!
With a thankful heart,
Brenda